Already been 1 week after my STPM ended....Nowadays stayed at home doing nothing except dota-ing with my clan~Normally we trained 10-12 hours per day for the purpose of joining the next year SMM Grand National Dota tournament....Swt,Aeon Jusco exploded causes my job as sales assistant delayed till next year January...
Moreover,i felt so dissapointed after hearing that i'm person who is (**********).I really so sad and feel like wanna to step out from LOVE and travel to a place which LOVE do not exist....Maybe i dont deserve to give happiness to the person i love or even being love by the person....What am i suppose to do till you finally realise i m a person who is sincere to love???

My lifestyles after stpm~

2nd day after my STPM ended....My life is still normal but every decision i make was being judged by my mother,i m not a 11-13 years old children anymore and soon turning myself into 20 but yet still treat me like a small children....Yesterday night hang out with my friends and teacher till 3am...kept asking him when he wanna get marry because once he get marry,me and my friends able to become his brother in cantonese mean (heng dai) Haha~~We finally caught our teacher weaknesses why he still haven marry...He told us,whenever he talk to a girl...his face will turn into red...but if he talk to the girl actually his eye is looking at other place because paiseh...LOL...

End of my school life~~

Yipeee~Stpm finally over already....and 11 years of my school life is ended....2 choices for me =) whether further up my study or work....depends on my results but 1 thing for sure....(Jialat) T.T
Before our exam start.....My friends invited me for a group study at KFC,if not i cant even concentrate on my studies at house because of my computer....Swt,everyday computer! computer! computer!....COMPUTER TILL study time i oso dont care....Luckily,my friend called me together but sometimes KFC also damn noisy because of those customers chewing their foods damn loud plus children running around here and there screaming....Haha whenever this happened to us,we decided not to study but talk joke...Finally we did managed to concentrated on our studies...

TanTinSoon Badluck Day~

I just finished drink with my friends at Uncle John Cafe....On my way back,i called tinsoon whether where is him now? Then he replied said his car broke down at nearby Tesco road...As a friend,i lend him a hand and see what can i do for him...After i reached there,i laughed at him plus still make joke about him....Aiks~~~MAT 798 cannot pakai wan....WAKAKAKA
Meanwhile some of my friends are waiting for help and they sat beside without helping anything...Haha WAITING FOR HELP!!!!!!!

After whole night busy with tin soon car....All of us decided to go Mcdonald for supper...It was an enjoyable night for us that day....
Haix...The one who covered his face is LIM CHEH SHUN...covered also no use wan....Haha
LOLX...Created by Ah ben,Ah John n Ah Fong.....(Pa La Pa Pa...I LOVIN IT) Wakakaka~~~

Money Is Important but Friendship Are Important Too

This two days~i spent a lot of my pocket money to buy this lo,buy that lo,eat here lo,eat there lo,play here lo,play there lo~~What to do??? Because all of my friend back from University for Raya Holiday....So we hang out together...Yesterday night we went to watch a movie called "Where Got Ghost"($$ again)...B4 our show start,we took our dinner at Wong Kok Restaurant($$ again)...Do silly thing,take picture and look at girls...Lolx~Haha....I managed to snap 1 of our dishes but others forgot to take because we was busy talking here walking there...After our movie,we decided to take supper at Limbongan Burger($$ again) and discuss where to hang out tomorrow~~~
Today~we hang out and this time we go Tesco because my friend wanna buy his food stuff...Then we took our lunch at Kluang Station Cafe($$ again)~Swt just realised that the price of the food same like Wong Kok Restaurant....After that,we plans to go Cyber Cafe for dota($$ again)...So,we called up some ex schoolmate to join us...We did enjoy ourselves pawning each other hero....XD
Anyhow,i don mind spending those money because they usually came back once every few months...So,take this opportunity to spent more with your best friends or others because 1 day soon,u will not be able to join this kind of(Wu Liao...lolx) activites when u learn to be a responsible person...(Should understand gua wat i mean...if not then mean marry lor...HAHA)

Today i was so frustrated,disappointed and so angry toward my friend~Just because of 1 small matter causes us nearly caught up in fight...Luckily we was drag away,if not sure hit each other at the roadside~What the hell....he still can take his purse throw toward to me and even shout at me....5 years men our friendship~5 YEARS~~~As a best friend,anything happen just talk nicely to settle it but he did not~Whatever happen today me n him,i will not forget from the day we start argue till i out of my breath...I was damn fucking angry of him...Anyhow,today onward my relationship with him are dead~No more friend~He is dead....HE IS DEAD.....HE IS DEAD TO ME~~~~~~~~~~~~~DEADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Bitten by my Puppy~~

On the 9 of September,i was bitten by my puppy~That time my puppy was lying down on the floor~Then i lie down beside it but suddenly he bite my mouth~Swt....There were some photo i can show u after i been bitten~T.T
Swt~God sent me a special gift and leave me a scar on my lip....Sobs

Nightmare Dream~~

This is my first time in my life got this kind of nightmare dream~~Well,i was lying down on my bed but then i fall asleep...Suddenly this dream appeared toward to me....I will not mention here what dream i had =x~~if wanna to know thn ask me from msn....After that,with a sudden awake...I thought everything are real but nope~~It's just a dream....

On the 22 & 23 July....Our school organised a 3 on 3 basketball competition,Anyhow i was the defending champion last year ^^...Actually i decided not to participate but my friend insist me to join his team...Nah,Nevermind...This is my last year in Tun Tuah school so then i joined them...Qualification match,a team was whipped by us 16-0...After that we enter semi-final against lower six team,we almost lose to them with the score 4-6 n we enter final...I hurted myself during the match....But in the final,we crashed out with 1-3 and took runner up....Swt i thought i could retain my title but cant....Anywhere,i don't mind...i was happy with my team and the new champion which they beat us fair n square....

On the 13 of July 2009,I invited T and her friends for a drink....I was happy because got to see her since i last met her is December 2008....When they reach my house,i tot T will sit beside me but unexpected she sit behind T.T....We went to Wings at Melaka Raya,on the way....All of us were silent inside the car,3 of them playing with their handphone and i was driving....After reached,3 of them ordered the same drink(Chocolate Milk Tea) but i m only person who ordered Jasmine Hot TeaU know what....compared to last year we hang out,i so quiet plus never talk much....But that day,T surely so suprise because she tot i remain as a silent person but nope....i was totally different,i talk alot....Whatever i talk,made her laugh even smile...The way she laugh and smile,remind me back the day we couple....Anyhow we was having fun talking with each other while listening to the music....Furthermore they ordered a plate of nugget n 1 more donoe what is that...Lolx each plate cost rm6.80....Anywhere i oso never even taste 1 of that,T.T ....Nvm,they enjoyed themselves,i m glad of it d....=)

Be patient and never rush love

Well,a lot of my friends knew that i m a person that sincere to love....Just like now,i still love this person name T....We been together before couple of moment but end up our relationship broke up...i feel totally devastated that time
Anyhow she is my first love ^^. As i read a article,noticed me that first love is always sweetest and most memorable....I was told by a lot of my friends *even T also* to stop thinking about her but i cant made it....Plus i ever being scolded by someone *This is how the person scolded me (Stupid la you...Come on la,in this world plenty of girls still exist....Without her,will u die???) Fuh,like being torture by this person....But still useless,i still remain as a person that sincere to love...Haha
I always wanted to call T but i don dare....Whenever i click dial her hp,my heart start throb rapidly but end up i cancel it....Swt
U know what,she started to play Msn and Friendster....The photo that she uploaded attracted me...zzzz. One day i saw her comment,a guy asking her whether she still a virgin or not...I was damn angry with myself....Haix What to do??? I cant even say or scold her....i know u all will say me back *shen me nian dai liao cannot ask meh Open minded abit la* zzzz...Maybe i cant take it!!
By the way i m glad that she willing to chat with me at Msn but when i asked her,you busy is it? She will said reply friendster comment...But then i told her,you slowly sent bah...don wan disturb you....I damn stupid lor...Wanna to chat with her but told her not to disturb her....
As my friend HH said loving someone doesnt mean compulsary to kao her...As long as you love her with your heart....Long but not lease,i should be patient and never rush love....I love you T ^^

My Dota Clan Member

The moment i started playing dota in Garena,i was alone....Since then i met this 4 guys
After that we came out with a clan named KGG clan....Haha,perhaps u all do not know what does it mean....*U all don wanna know* Haha...We even challenge with alot of pro team....(Draft game) but normally we lose more thn win....LOLX
Sometimes we even trained 9 hours per day to increased our strategies and techniques to gambang opponent hero....Let me introduce to u my clan member Thomas,William,HH,Gm & John


Thomas
Our leader with pro attacker....Good in any hero especially attacker hero
Position : Attacker

William
Position : Tanker & Feeder (Willing Sacrifice) When vs with noobies....He likes to feed opponent

HH
Position: Attacker.....Normally he likes to use Shadow Fiend or Mirana
Gm
Position: Supporter or Tanker.....Sometimes the way he play may cause us confused Me (John)
Position: Supporter,Warded & Tanker....Usually me n HH teamwork is the best among us =)

Anyone if wanna challenge with us...Bring in on...Pm me through Msn : teamor_canny90@hotmail.com

New beginning of JohnZai blog

I just started my 1st day blog on 12 July 2009
By the way not so much to say today....Nth happen this few week about me
Just stress of my studies....Glad my sister enter University Malaysia Sabah but can i end up like her??? Probably no probably yes...Unless i work hard onward now...=x That's impossible
Haha